Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Set Me Free

Café Writing Prompt for April '08.

Pick at least three of these words.

brag, course, decline, eternal, possession, rough, temperate, wander

I chose eternal, possession, and wander.


Wandering aimlessly

Lost on the path

Of this thing called life

One that is filled with

Suffering and strife.


Eternally searching,

Seeking something

To fill this hole,

Something to fill the emptiness

Consuming my weary soul.


Possessions, addictions

Obsessions galore

I’ve tried it all

And then I’ve tried some more.


Nothing does the trick

There must be some secret

That I can’t see

Something I can’t quite grasp

That will someday set me free.


Won’t somebody tell me

Can’t somebody let me know

How to find some peace

A healing balm for my

Shattered and broken soul?


Possessions, addictions

Obsessions galore

I’ve tried it all

And then I’ve tried some more.


I need a magickal elixir,

A potion or a charm,

Something to drink or swallow

That will fill me to the brim,

So I won’t feel so empty and hollow.


Unfortunately there is

No such cure, no magick wand

To wave my troubles away,

To make me whole and complete,

To help me make it through the day.


I have not the strength to persevere,

Can’t go on much longer, my soul is

Battered and beaten by life’s harsh hand,

I can’t go on, falling to the ground

I’ve been beaten down, I can no longer stand.


Possessions, addictions

Obsessions galore

I’ve tried it all

And then I’ve tried some more.


Is there nothing left for me?

No way out of this hell?

Is there a road map or a compass,

By which to guide my steps?

Won’t somebody please tell


Me how to find my way

In this world so dark and cold

Teach me how to live, before

It is too late, before

I’ve grown too old?


Death is coming upon me

As it does to everyone,

Cannot stave off decay,

Each and every cell degrading,

Slowly perishing with each passing day.


Possessions, addictions

Obsessions galore

I’ve tried it all

And then I’ve tried some more.


Afraid to live, afraid to die

Leaves me in quite a conundrum

One I can not deny.

Won’t someone teach me to live,

Before this life passes me by?


'Set Me Free' Copyright Patricia Schoenberger 2008, all rights reserved worldwide.

2 comments:

paisley said...

this resonates with me,, as i too have tried everything to get that fix.. that one thing that takes all the pain,, and turns instantly into joy.. and none of it has ever worked... which leaves me wondering not only if i will ever truly be happy... but also if i am by chance not already happy and just not bright enough to realize it.....

Amarettogirl said...

This was really deep and yes like paisley says touches on that raw nerve of how to find peace as we are constantly withering and finding a lack of true satisfaction and happiness - I've been reading Eckart Tolle's a New Earth and I'm being truly affected by trying to be more present in the momenta and therefore happier.